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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Hi. This blog will become a history. I'm moving to a new place.
Welcome to my new blog at http://jumaiiyah.blogspot.com/
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 6:26:00 PM
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Friday, January 27, 2006
Hi, i'm in Kluang right now. I've been very sick for almost a week. Suspected Denggi + Homesick. I didn't attend for all the classes, missed all quizes. Never before i'm so sick.
Went to K.H Lim today and did a blood test, and the result is that my white blood cells is lower than average level, that 2900/cmm (normal is from 4000 to 11000). I have to do another blood test tomorrow for confirmation. If it is lower than today's level, it's very dangerous. And besides, my throat is having an infection. I can barely eat and even drink. It is really painful. I cried each time i swallow the cough medicine. It really hurt!
Do pray for my well-being after reading this. I miss my mum's cook so much.
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Monday, December 26, 2005
a long forgotten note
Two boxes of comics, abox of chinese novel, a box of english books, a box of watever books, a box of photo albums, and two boxes of my clothings. So, these are the things that i'm managed to packed up during this break. I'm coming back to packed some more things during the mid-term break. So...guess what a found during my 'clearance' activities...
A notebook.
A very small and ordinary notebook. Written inside were addresses of my pen pals, the daily what to do, cheat code for games, and even recipe..i flipped through it and i found something that has been long forgotten. It was a note that i wish to pass to someone but forgotten. The note is about..
The ten reasons wy i lohve you sooooo much....
1. Your brain is good.
2. You look so handsome when u're serious.
3 You are a Cancerian, just like me!
4. You smell good.
5. You are always cute and humorous.
6. You are a 'shy' type person.
7. You are very possessive.
8. You care about me a lot...
9. You very sayang me.
10. And you are very in love with me.
30th September 2001
10:26 p.m.
And so...i feel like crying when i found this thing. People always said, tell out your feelings to someone you love before you regret it. And about me and him, the only thing i regret about is that our relationship juz end there. And i always think that i've done almost everything with him, and i've old him how much i love him for thousands of time...but when i found this note i was like 'oh my holy shit!'. I'm so regret that i never have a chance to show him this. Sigh...
However...i'm so glad that i've found this.
And there will be at a point of time , you wish to erase something completely. Few months from now, i'll no longer living in Kluang. Almost all the things are packed up. The messages that i saved in the phone for almost two years, all are erased. My favourite numbers, is no longer in the phone book. And i won't be seeing the e-mail address that will squeeze my tiny heart. I've decided not to think of 'the one' any longer. But still, i believe in 'yuan fen'. Kalau ada jodoh, insya-Allah dapat berjumpa lagi kan? So, just let it be, and let bygone be bygone.
Oleh kerana itu...this blog i think, will end soon. If you guys read my earliest entry, this made up this blog because of 'the one'. It has been a year, and i think it's time for me to stop thinking of 'the one' and get on with my life. Thus, this blog will end too.
However, i'll make up another blog i think. A cheerful one. Unlike this one. ^_^! (Kalau berkesempatan lah!)
Klah guys. Goodbye for now. C ya in my next entry.
*olny rof hzaih.....ni xiang xin yuan fen ma? ^_^.
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 12:13:00 AM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
failure
It's almost midnite, and i juz came back from KL. Letih sesangat... Three more days and i'll be going back to Shah Alam to start a new semester. Excited nak jumpa member TKD, but tak sanggup nak start class, kebosanan untuk study makin berleluasa since part 4 diploma.
I have to stay up tonight and perhaps for tomorrow night too, have to design a poster of TKD for the next intake. Susah nak buat kerja ni, nak design satu hal, otak tak creative satu hal, nak puaskan hati BOD lelain satu lagi hal yang besar. But i take that as a challenge. Nanti nak kluar kerja lagi macam-macam kerja boss kasi, kena tahan maki pulak tu.
Hari ni birthday Suzy, happy birthday Suzy.
Got to know that a lot of my friends didn't do well in the last semester exam. Some failed the killer paper. Kesian sangat kat diorang. Of course, i can't fully understand their feelings untill i really fail one. Years back then when i was studying in Chong Hwa High School, i used to get really bad result, something like 8 over 100 or 16 over hundred. Takut sangat mak ngan ayah tahu, sampai bakar test paper tu. Hahaha, teringatkan zaman-zaman junior high dulu, was my most memorable time in secondary school. I was so active in the Monitor Society till i neglected my studies, families and religion. That's the reason dad and mum transfered me to Convent and i have to repeat my Form 2. So, in Convent, i became a very low profile student. Tak active, jangan harap nak gi latihan sukan.
Dulu masa kat CHHS, the library is one of my favourite pot in school. Satu tahun sampai pinjam 200 buku. Mum was so angry with me coz i'm reading too much story books till she forbit me to read anything other than text book. Waktu tu zaman memberontak. Waktu paling tak rapat dengan parent sendiri. Pastu trasfer to Convent, baru life jadi balance sket. Study senang banyak-banyak kat sekolah kerajaan (tahap private chinese school tinggi, form one dah blajar bio, kimia and fizik. math diorang tahap form 4. camn lah ju tak fail kan?). Library kat sekolah convent pun tak best.
Hahaha pasal tetiba cerita pasal sekolah menengah ah? Oh yeah, pasal fail. Sometimes, only when we fell down that we can see things clearer, and can make things better. Fail, doesn't mean anything, it means better. Believe me. ^_^!
Always look at the bright side of life.
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 11:31:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
The summary
Long time no see.
I've been a very inactive blogger for these couple of months. Haha sibuk sangat seriously. It seems like i've found a new life and doesn't need t blog any longer. There's alo a thought that i wanted to stop blogging. I'm living my life to the fullest recently.
Two more years, i'll complete my degree an no more studying, hanging out at mamak with peers. Two more years... Four months ago,i can't wait to get out of the U and start working and earn some big money. Four months ago, i don't really like my U life. But now, i hope that i could stay in this U for eternity. How much a person can change in juz a few months time.Two more years and i think, it's not enough for me. I still have lots of plans, lots of things to do, things that we should do while we were in U, travelling around M'sia and of course over the sea...
I've been restless since...er...before the last semester final exam started, and i'm going to be restless till early January i think.
- Before final exam hari tu, sibuk dengan meeting for the 1st UiTM Open TaeKwondo Championship.
- Sibuk study last minute for final. Sambil tu menyesal selalu ponteng class FAR, tak dengar lecture. Dan rasa bersalah yang melampau kat Mrs. Erolyn.
- During exam, sibuk training for taekwondo tournament (KARisMa). Dah berkurun tak lari padang and we have to run for 4 rounds in stadium, badan terkejut and i fainted while on the way balik Melati.
- Right after final exam, we started th real training. We had some stamina training in the morning, and the skills training in the evening. Letih memang letih, tapi seronok sangat. Lepak kedai mamak twice a day, sampai sume kedai mamak kat Shah Alam kitorang dah lawati. Malam-malam habis training kul 12 tengah malam, time tu jugak kitorang convoy motor beramai-ramai kluar UiTM gi minum kat Hakim. Balik kul 1 pagi. Yang heran-nya, Pak Guard buat slumber je kasi kitorang masuk. NOTE: These was the best time of my U life!!!
- 2nd December, the tournament started, taken place at the Dewan SerbagunaINTEC S.17. I'm in the FIN category which is for people that is 47kg and below. I'm 35kg. My opponent is from T'ganu Campus, she's much more taller than me, satu kepala lebih. During my game, sume orang macam 'wah~~siapa budak tu, keciknya..'. Even Sir Rajendran asked the judge to check back my opponents weight to make sure that she's in the righ category, ahahaha, coz i'm too small and she's much more bigger than me. Disebabkan dia tinggi punya pasal, it's like a white peas for her to kick my head. Tendang kepala 3 point, badan 1 point. So KESIMPULANYA......I'M THE LOSER~~~!! Sedih memang sedih, but my team mates, Sir Rajendran and manusia-manusia yang lain praised me that i lose with dignity. I didn't give up and still play with penuh kesemangatan. NVMD, nt tournament try lagi! That evening was the Opening ceremony. That evening, there was a grup of guys from Kelantan Branch asking a friend of mine 'eh, boleh tak panggil kawan awak yang tomboy tu datang sini, nak ambik gambar ngan dia.'. The tomboy they mentioned..is me! Bodoh gila babeng punya diassapointed weh~~~~!!!! Jumaiiyah TOMBOY? tolong~~lah!
- 3rd December, the last day of the tournament.After the award presentation, we went lepaking at the Sunway Pyramid. All 24 of us pakai baju KARiSMA and seluar sukan pergi penuhkan McD kat sana. Meriah sangat. Pastu, we went to main pools, and archery....and then, it already very late...all of us berpisah, ramai yang balik rumah terus...it's really sad...when will us gather like this again?
- 4th and 5th and 6th December. Jadi volunteer for Silat tournament. I was responsible for the borrowing of Silat Equipments. Haha, equipment diorang kelakar, bila dah pakai tu sejibi macam Ninja Turtle~~~!! My job was really the very the bosan. But the reward is that i get to know bebudak silat yang handsome2. After that only i realized, bebudak yang categorized me as a tomboy hari tu, adalah budak-budak silat dari kelantan!
- 8th December, closing ceremony. Our team got 7 gold, 4 silver and 4 bronze. And we got a piala pusingan. Hehehe, BANGGA! Tetapi...i was so sad hat day...its going to end here....the best moment i have had in UiTM.
- 9th, 10th, 11th December. Maybank Scholarship Award orientation. Bosan sangat. Tak perlu diulas langsung.
- 12th December. Yeye! Dah dapat RM3500 dan sebuah laptop yang tak sampai pun nilai RM4000 yang sepatutnya. Laptop berjenama ACER, processor celeron yang lambat dan hanya 256mb je RAM-nya. But anyhow and anyway, sangat-sangat bersyukur coz it's free. Cume tak puas hati sebab Maybank macam kena tipu je.
- 12th December evening, balik ke Kluang bersama-sama dengan Nina.
- 13th December pagi, having breakfast with Nina at the station, afternoon berjalan-jalan dengan Nina and Senoi kat Undergarments Department. Late afternoon, went hiking at Gunung Lambak with Nina and Senoi. Kena tackle dengan seorang 'abang' yang bertopi tapi rupa-rupanya budak tu baru je nak start alam remajanya. Nak cerita detail, tapi malaslah.
- 14th, 15th, 16th,17th, 18th December, went to Singapore with Nina. Satu Singapura tu kitorang pijak. The best place we went is the ZOO! Kelakar sangat, siap ada sejenis monyet ni masturbate depan kitorang!!!!
- 19th December, balik Kluang.
- 20th December. Hantar Nina balik naik train. I went back home and sleep, waking up and started to pack things up. I'm going to move to Ipoh this coming February. Sedih bercampur-aduk dengan sedih.
- Check result. Thank God i got into the Dean's list. Kalau ikut the way i'm learning, memang jangan mimpi nak dapat 3.0 above, tak pandai satu hal, dahlah selalu kutuk lecturer. I believe it's my mum's prayer. Dulu masa sekolah, tak pernah suruh mak doakan. Dah after masuk U baru selalu call mak, suruk mak doakan ju boleh buat soalan exam. And my mum will fast on the days i'm having my papers. Thank you mak.
- And tomorrow, i'm goint to KL for 2 days. Hantar aunty gi Mecca.
- 26th going bach Shah Alam, classes start on 27th.
Letih!!! Have to packed thing that to be taken to Ipoh, have to design poster for Taekwondo, have to do this and that. Have to call up friends telling them that i'm moving. Have to go out yam cha with them for the last time in Kluang....
It's tiring...but i'm contented. At least i know that i have a life, gratefful to know that there's so many things waiting for me to get it done for tomorrow. And for the first time...tak sabar-sabar nk start sem, can't wait to meet up with the fellow Taekwondo members. ^_^
The end of my so slumber nak mampus diary.
NOTE: sorry for the very poor usage of language. Dah lama tak belajar english and malay, standard jatuh. Hehe.
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 9:08:00 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
rain
I've been wondering...and keep on wondering....
why does it always raining recently....
only then that i realized....
it's already November...
it's the season of loneliness.
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 3:04:00 PM
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
Taller
Syahmi is getting taller and taller, and he's now taller than me. I think he is going to be the tallest in our family. Semenjak dia dah tinggi sket dari kakak dia yang kerdil ni, dia punya 'action' pun lebeh!
"kakak ni rendah lah!"
"kakak ni pendek ah!"
....@%#&*^%#@.....
And then today, while i was playing minesweeper, tengah tekun nak pecah someone's record (181 s) and sambil tu i was singging George Micheal's Kissing A Fool...tetiba...
"kakak jgan nyanyi! tak sedap lah!"
@!%&*^@#...
"kakak boleh nyanyi lagu Doraemon je! kalau lagu tu kakak nyanyi best!"
TOING! Tahi kucing punya adik!
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 2:24:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
F A T I G U E + S C A R E D
f a t i g u e ...seriously...letih sangat...seriously dah tak larat dah nak baca PSA.
For the first time in my life, i'm so worried bout my exam, and so scared of my exam...takut...takut sangat...I have 5 more chapters to go for PSA, FAR tak sentuh lagi, TITAS baru baca Tamadun China...takutnya....
seriously...i'm scared...
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 2:08:00 AM
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Monday, November 07, 2005
Raya 2005
Only one entry for last month. Terukkan? I used to be the very he RAJIN towards blogging. And now it seems like my laziness has totally struck into my life.
Malaslah...apa nak buat...
For you guys information. I'm sort of jadi orang kaya baru. I'm getting RM14000 a year without doing anything. Ok lah tu kan? So i have a lot of plans in my mind. Nak gi backpacking travelling la, europe tour with nina, buying branded stuffs and bla bla bla..
But...
I went back kampung for raya on 28th October. Balik Kampung 8 hari, gempak weh...first time balik raya lama gitu. Tolong mak kemas rumah arwah opah, pasang panjut (pelita), buat limas (tepung pelita), isi air kolam for contingency water (haha poyo)...yup raya selalu takde air kat kampung. And then, there's a boy (anak jiran kampung) came to help us. He's only 9, a very friendly and hardworking boy. His name is Shukri, and he is very cute. The first few days when he helped us, i was ilke looking at him as equal as all other children...er...in Malaysia yang menetap kat bandar. But this one day, i saw him walking down the hills, wearing school uniform..and i don't know why, there's a sudden urge in me that i want to take him as my anak angkat. I feel like setting up an education fund for him to encourage him to strive in his studies. Tapi fikir-fikir balik...takut mak ngan ayah tak bagi...coz me myself doesn't have a fix income. But always, there are some people will say -- if you fikir banyak sangat obligation sampai bila-bila tak dapat buat apa-apa. Hrrm...maybe...yeah...i will wait for another 2 years, i'll take a anak angkat. RM50 per month is not much, not much for me, but meant a lot for certain people.
And, i'm planning to join the SEATRU (Sea Turtle Reseach Unit) in Pulau Redang next year with Humaidi. It costs RM300 for students and it is for a week. For a week, we'll be staying in a pondok, ilke a survivor, tandas pon tandas pondok. But the best part is tat we have to patrol the beach at night to record the arrival of the turtles, doind some marking and tagging stuff, snorkelling, hiking and bla..bla..bla. At first, i planned to go for a backpacking travelling in some Asean country, but then, the air ticket costs too much and i have to save for the Europe Trip 2007. So i planned to go local and the trip but really benefit me dari segi experience. Kelakar jugak bila terfikirkan how eager we wanted to go over the sea with the fact that we never travel in our own country.
Dan plan ketiga. I'll give my mum a big portion of my scholarship money for her doing her Hajj.
Plan no. 4, europe trip 2007. This one is compulsory before i start to work.
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I hate my dad (in certain case -- jgn salah faham). Not that i hate him as a whole.
I hate him boasting about his children in front of everyone.
I hate it whenever he talks bout the Maybank scholarship.
Sometimes, there will be an evil thought comes to me. Evil thought of to score really badly in order to dissapoint my dad. I just don't like the way my parent terlalu banggakan anak.
Luckily -- i'm not a JPA or MARA oversea progrrame students...
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Even thou my opah has passed away for 2 years, my uncles, aunties, cousins, anak buah still strongly attached together. Kitorang still berkumpul ramai-ramai kat kampung malam raya. We are blessed to be together and still have a kampung to gather...Masa Opah meninggal dulu...i really fel very sad about it...it seemed like i'm not going to have a kampung, no place to celebrate raya...and kesian mak... But thank God...it seems like, the bond between our families is getting stronger since Opah left us.
Balik kampung, sambut raya... berkumpul ngan cousin yang jumpa setahun sekali je. Cerita hantu malam raya....pasang panjut, main bunga api bakar mercun....seronok tak terkata....
Sigh....
Selamat Hari Raya to cousins and pak cik mak cik yang tak dapat balik kampung.
Selamat Hari Raya kepada kawan-kawan kat Convent, UiTM dan yang tengah baca blog saya ni...
Selamat Hari Raya KHAS kepada Iylia, wani, moon, nina (kali ni letak belakang ye), yus and pia.
dan...
Selamat hari raya kekanda Humaidi....^_^...hihi... (malu)
Oh ye!!!!
*Duit raya tahun ni banyak sikit!!!!! ^_^! Tapi dah habis beli lipice and buku second hand. Muahahaha!
+ [ Maiya ] r e m e m b e r agains + 10:12:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
^_^, i promised to blog and yet i hardly blog for the month of October. No mood guys.
So, lets get straight to the point. Last Saturday, the Tae Kwon Do club organized ac activity that is Bowling session with fellow members. a week before hand, more than 20 people promised to come. And it turned out to be only 10 to be present on that day. Arhh...nasib baik i've used to the 'janji Melayu'!
Although there were only 10 of us (wak, Fahmi, Pian, Maidi, Zam, Azimah, Lyana, Boy, me and another one yang terlupa namanya), but we still had funs. For you guys to know, it was my first time playing bowling! Haha, the reason that i never want to play bowling was that, people always condemn me of my body size and makes fun of me! Then why would i play this time? That's becaused of the Tae Kwon Do-ers are rawks! They'll laugh at you but they give you courage right after that. I lovee all of them! They are really like those old buddies that i once have back in CHHS.
The arcade in Plaza Alam Central only provides number 8 ball and above. *I think i'm supposed to be playing with the number 6 or 7! Can you imagine me weighting only 35 kg having the number 8 ball?! Dah lah si budak kecik ni sedang berpuasa! However, i managed to play the first frame quite well, second frame tangan start lembik. Third frame sekadar menjadi cheerleader yang terhangat di pasaran! Hehe~~!!! First time playing bowling, i've made all of those in the arcade tergamam with my reverse bowling! Muahahahaha! Agak memalukan ah! Some of them tak mengaku that i came with them. Haha!
We started playing the games at 3pm and ended, it at 5pm. Still have lots of time till berbuka puasa. I went back Melati with Joseph to fetch Lilix and sent Maidi back to seksyen 6 (he wants to berbuka puasa with his fellow house-elve wannabe). While the other 7? They went karaoke in the small karaoke box! Masya-Allah~~! After breaking fast at the Syed Bistro, wak still resisted to end the day. He went back to take his guitar and tikar, and all of us lepak kat Dataran Shah Alam, singing underneath the night sky (it's drizzling while we're singing, no kidding!). Wak also showed his magic skill which really amazed me, and telling us his lawak lucah yang kitorang sume menyesal dengar. The feeling was really fun, and romantic that night. This is what that i've been hoping for since i first came to UiTM.
"Malam...terdengar sepantun lagu, irama di malam hari...."
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And last Saturday was Maidi's birthday. I bought him a Timberland sneaker. It is really nice and he adores it soooooo much! Thanks to the Timberland fair that i managed to get it at a much more lower price.
Kepada Kekanda Maidi yang sememangnya bucuk~~~
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!
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The Tae Kwan Do club will be conducting the 1st UiTM Taekwondo (open) Championship, and i'm the Promotion BOD for this event! Bukan nak berlagak, juz that i'm really happy of it. In this club, people give their trust to me. Since i first came to UiTM, 99% of the people i knew here comdemn my ability to lead and i'm really sad of it! Most of my friends make me feel bad about myself. Feeling bad about being so small. Feeling bad about not being the top scorer. Feeling bad about being a lil bit slow in processing their 'indirect style of conversation'. The Tae Kwan Do fellas really make me feel good about myself.
Oh yeah~~~^____^, finally, i've been offered the Maybank Scholarship Award! Yey yey! I'll be start working for Maybank next semester break! I'm going to have a new lapping for myself! I'm so glad about it!
Actually, i've no confident about getting the scholarship. Of all the 100+ who gets shortlisted for the interview, they only choose 50 candidates. I've to compete with chinese scholars from UM. My pointer is so average, my involvement in activities is so limited, ada harapan kah?
Yan Ting said "i knew you'll get it since the day you called me telling me you want to apply for the scholarship."
T_T, i'm really terharu, thank you Yan Ting, I love you so much~~!! Muaks! You're my best of friend. Thanks for teaching me some tactics during the interview!
So, with an average result, and only 3 piece of cert, with no bombastic, but with a GREAT CONFIDENT (yang direka sendiri), and with the interview skills Yan Ting taught me and most importantly, berkat DOA from my Mum and Dad...
I'M QUALIFIED FOR THE SCHOLARSHIP~~!!!
Not forgetting Abang Su yang banyak membantu untuk postponekan my transcript.
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I'm planing with Nina to go for the Europe trip in 2007! Yahoo~~! Anywant wants to join us? Cherrie is already in the list! We're going there for 16++ days! Want to know more bout the trip, visit this page...
www.kelanaconvoy.co.uk
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Hrm...this is the sensitive part. It took my courage to tell out my feelings here. I'm terasa with my room mates. I bought a big plastic of Leng Chee Kang for berbuka puasa yesterday. They didn't drink it....
If you're in my shoe, will you have the same feeling as mine?
This really makes me miss my family a lot. I miss breaking fast with my mum and dad and my brothers....
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And....sigh...i miss Akasia a lot lately. Missing Moon, Nina, the old me...the old Wani, the Old iylia....and missing someone
from the past.
My conversation with Wani last nite:
" lain nya muka kita dengan dia dulu!"
"tulah, sorang dah jadi gemok, lagi sorang jadi kurus nak mampus!"
"hrm...kita rindu dia...bukan dia sekarang, tapi dia yang dulu..."
I'm missing him...not the one in the present...it's the 'him' in the past....i'm missing everything in the past...and i'm missing myself the most....
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